Dad.
My very first blog is about my dad. My mother & younger brother who are going to sound less in this whole blog. My bonding with my dad is mostly like DAD-SON combo! He used to cheer up me, he used to play with me out door games when I was in my teen. Especially, we used to play Dangal (Wrestling) in our Hall. Those days are special to me. We never Know how much we love them until they are gone! I still think & feel him as sitting back side of my bike while I am going somewhere. Those good byes are very hard. Every time I used to think “Time Heals Everything” but in fact it is not! I saw a beautiful yet painful quote from Naruto – “Time doesn't heal anything; it just teaches us how to live with pain.” – Itachi Uchiha. Some feelings are worse even we cannot describe it. I still cannot believe he is no more but yeah reality hits every time. Me and my dad had not spent much time after my teen! But he got my back every time! My dad used to get angry even for small things, I think like why he is shouting for no reason at all but now I miss him. I wish by any miracle he would come and talk to me even in anger that is fine. Just few conversations with him…I know sounds silly but yeah So, many things left unsaid to him. I wish to go back to those days when me and my dad had the best conversations, me and him competing for eating Golgappas! Ummm… Good Days Though… As an elder daughter taking his role and trying to make things is challenging. Not a dad’s princess but dad’s Strongest girl. Those who missing your most lovable person I am telling you; You can lose them physically but their existence in your mind always stays as a memory which is forever. I want to spend my rest of my life remembering him and with most gratitude, disciplined and kindness! Love you Pappaa ji..
- Heena Ashok Davey.